Life is not fair

I just wish someday I wake up dead. I don't like to live anymore.

Anyway, what is there to live for? Nothing. It's not the same as it used to be. You may say that this is natural, normal, or whatever, but it clearly isn't. If only God would let me live another life, then I would.

I don't understand life. It's very unfair. bloody unfair. Treat me dead.